Darkness Inside Pt. 1

[DeirdreScott]

There has always been a void
As if a piece of my spiirt were destroyed
Yet I don't exactly know
What fills the vacancy in my soul

Tiny slivers of comforting warmth
Recede quickly from my cold heart
But your glittering eyes and gentle hands
Long to heal the hurts and sooth my demands

Then one tragic day your life is taken
Leaving me breathless, alone, forsaken
A whispering stream reveals to me secrets
Revealing the death-angel's discreetness

For ages I've lived in a world of fear
My inner void worsening each passing year
Through difficulty and pain I've come to believe
a darkness inside that I don't want to see

All mortals that I love just disappear
Can you understand why it is that I fear?
Their sudden absence causes me to see
A dark evil must exist within me

Through many flashbacks and drug-induced dreams
I begin to recollect very incredulous memories
You needed me to win your dark war
Though I had never known you before.

Perniciously did I desire to cause bloodshed
I thought I was alive, but I was living dead
Malicious intent shone clear through my smile
many were brought to ruin through feminine guile

I was captured that day, I remember
My coldest day in early December
That fatal day did I forefit my life
That happy day I became your sacrifice

They locked me in irons, wed me to a stone
They stare at my face - no despair here is shown
Now the black tide climbs, imposes upon pale feet
I did not expect this end to meet...

And then you are there in your dark and macabre glory
No mortal man could ever more than you love me
Your eyes despreately call as the human crowd restrains you
Crystalline tears descend... What are you going to do?

Obsidian sea saturates my luminous white gown
I shiver in this chill as the sun goes down
The wispy white clouds are tainted crimson
Casting an eeire light, illuminating the tension...



~ To Be Continued...

[Debbie]

Deirdre Your write kept me reading..and I look forward to the next part ..

[thief of dreams]

nice, but the avatar is about to make me start hurting people at random

[DeirdreScott]

lol...
Isn't it wonderful?

[OriOnpheOnix]

nicely written.

obsidian sea?.. real cool

[heinzs]