Hard to go

[Black Star Shine]

its hard to let go of these feelings... its hard to tell myself to stop wishing, dreaming and hoping... its hard to get over the fact that no matter, i can't win... its hard to be able to deal with the fact that i have to watch you everyday with my best friends... its hard to hide all the reminders... its hard to never open the books... its hard to turn off all the music... its hard to froget that i felt... its hard not to blame others for my feelings... its hard to fulfill your request of moving on... its hard to compleatly start a new life.. its hard to go in depth when my mind is swirling endlessly... so i'll jsut scratch the surface... with my painted fingernails of jealousy, hate, and love... becasue its so hard to tell you... my feelings inside... goodbye for the very last time...

[heinzs]

You're a very prolific writer! Cool!