Hey everyone! It's so good to be back! I know I've been away a long time and a lot has happen while I was away. My life went SIDEWAYS for awhile, no kidding.

If you didn't read about it in the papers I'd be amazed. But since this is my family, I'll fill you in and give you the scoop straight from the horse's mouth. I was falsely arrest and spent 6 months in jail. I lost my job, my car, my home (which I'd just finished paying off for 60k), my little brother is going to prison for 10 years and my ex husband is going to prison for 5 years and the prosecutor tried to send me to indiana rockville women's prison for 3 yrs. I almost died having my son, Neo Maximus Achilles Amadues, he is 14 months old now and I just got home to him. I missed his first birthday, his first Halloween, his first Thanksgiving, his first Christmas AND his first birthday, his first steps and his first words. Talk about a total nightmare for a mother. I was just released from jail this evening and as i sit here

typing this in the middle of the night.......you guys and this page is the only thing keeping me from going on a complete "feeling sorry for myself" alcoholic binge. But that was the "old" me. I'm a new creature tonight. Spending all those days and nights incarcerate burned the fat from my soul. Completely.
Thank you Heinz for all your help getting me set back up here at the site. You are one of my HEROS. ABSOLUTELY. Never doubt it.
Now.....to take the edge off this topic I'm going to post something "light &f fluffy" I wrote in "lock-down". Yeah. They put me in "red" for 21 days which pretty much boils down to 23 hours a day solitary confinement with only my imagination to keep me company. I got to know all the friends in my head pretty well and I learned how to make them all get along.
So.....it's good to be back and I love all you guys. I hope you all still love me after you get to know "us" again.

Live like the lotus blossom; untouched by the filthy water it lives in.