it's still there
the one thing
that i haven't been able to purge
i saw it in my eyes last night
felt the slimy slick sickness of it
contaminating my being
will it ever come out
to be purged as the rest?
i have vowed that it will not
and for more than eight years
i have been true to my word
yet i wonder
how much relief would there be
in letting it go
and the consequences
she would hate me i am sure
and there would be
legal repurcussions
there is no statute of limitations
no, this thing will remain
behind my eyes
between me and my maker
forever
[ 08-04-2002: Message edited by: The Ravyn ]</p>
Renewing The Vow
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[img]images/smiles/icon_sad.gif[/img] for you, Jenn...
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[img]images/smiles/icon_sad.gif[/img] is right... "she" is your daughter? if so, she's not old enough yet. um, i don't know what else to say except yes, i know how you feel, you are not alone.
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She did eventually tell me, and I loved her all the more for that. I still love you Jenn, and I miss you every day. ![Hearts :hearts:](./images/smilies/valentine.gif)
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